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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Sep 28, 2004, 4:11 PM
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im selling my photography as prints.. but for now its just gona be me printing it on my printer [ epson 875 ] on photo papre.. uh yeh i doubt anyone wants any, but if you do, note me, or email me, or something.. and tell me which one you want.. as for prices, uh quite negotiable.. like i dont really need much.. igues ill say $10, but hell if you really need to spend as little as possible, ill let you get off with paying just for shipping, plus like one dollar.. so that leaves me like less than a dollar profit.. right but ithink you get the point.. i can also do matting, so if you want that, let me know.. that will cost extra tho, as that shit for matting - the matt cutter, the matt board, and all that - its expensive as all fuck... but yeh basically if you want to buy something of mine, leme know...
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[/header]

suprisingly, i am still alive.. and sometime soon, you'll get a bunch of stuff from me. and by that, i mean all my slides from this past summer. ill do a mass postage, and they'll be up.. but i have to prepare them (add my lil sig).. so yeh, sometime within the next 2wks (although sooner, i should think) you'll be getting like 20+ images from ako
bye

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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconfading-angel: :iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78:
:iconocean-of-doubt: :iconrwwingsfan19: :iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden:
:iconguster-child-19: :iconxburningmikex: :iconpyrophreak900: :iconsekhubis:
:iconnapsinferno8: :iconplayerlac: :icondjyman15:
~theblondeho ~unsightly ~IvaN- ~okagmicci

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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
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  • Mood: Mad
Devious Journal Entry September 28, 2004 No Comments No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

Fri Jun 4, 2004, 7:36 PM
[header]
im selling my photography as prints.. but for now its just gona be me printing it on my printer [ epson 875 ] on photo papre.. uh yeh i doubt anyone wants any, but if you do, note me, or email me, or something.. and tell me which one you want.. as for prices, uh quite negotiable.. like i dont really need much.. igues ill say $10, but hell if you really need to spend as little as possible, ill let you get off with paying just for shipping, plus like one dollar.. so that leaves me like less than a dollar profit.. right but ithink you get the point.. i can also do matting, so if you want that, let me know.. that will cost extra tho, as that shit for matting - the matt cutter, the matt board, and all that - its expensive as all fuck... but yeh basically if you want to buy something of mine, leme know...
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[/header]

holy shit.. ive finally cleared out all my messages, all 500 some of them. im sorry to everyone, ive been being such a lazy fuck... but ithink i may stop that, or try to stop.  mean hey, i submitted some stuff yesterday.. or mebe it was early this morning.. eitherway, i submitted..!
so yeh, im on spring break.. most of my friends are gone, doing something -anything- and im stuck at home - had anticipated to have lacrosse every day of break, but no, just on the two saturdays... so while my dad and brother [ ~rwwingsfan19 ] are out skiing, im sitting here at home, wasting my life away....
uh.. i really wish i was good at art.. i wish i could draw to express myself, i wish i could write to express myself.. but i cant... :(.. god i need to get good at something..

...
its such a funny feeling, being wonderful yet at the same time horrible... igeus that doesnt mean shit to any of you, but i dont care.. i wish that i could just be happy...
i wish that i could just be happy......

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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconfading-angel: :iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78:
:iconocean-of-doubt: :iconrwwingsfan19: :iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden:
:iconguster-child-19: :iconxburningmikex: :iconpyrophreak900: :iconsekhubis:
:iconnapsinferno8: :iconplayerlac: :icondjyman15:
~theblondeho ~unsightly ~IvaN- ~okagmicci

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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
1 Comment
  • Mood: Mad
Devious Journal Entry June 4, 2004 1 Comment No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

:iconakokskis:

hm........ since i can use this, ithink [?] i will....
this is a super cool picture. check it


....wat else... hm lacrosee has begun.. lotsa work, and i prolly wont eeven make varsity, making me an even more washed up kid than i already am.......
....my best friend just was broken up with his gf... i feel so bad for him, hes a great kid... and iduno, its just that loosing someone that you really like is such a painful thing.. and i went thru all that last yr.. was ready to yeh.. but i just dont want him to go thru it.. i wish there was something i could do abuot it, but iduno wat to do or say or watever.. god im a worthless friend...
....im such a slacker, but one of these days i swear i will upload a shit load of pics i took over the summer.. i swear i will..
....and yet i feel so alone, even tho there is no way in hell i should...... god wats wrong with me..................
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Devious Journal Entry February 22, 2004 No Comments No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

:iconakokskis:

hm... well todays my birthday... no one knows, nor do they really care tho.. owell.. so it goes igues..
but anyways. pts to: dan, claire, carin, amy, and olenka [nj]. sorta sad... on my behalf.. owell..
now i just need to decide whether i should get a lil xm boom box ish thing, or get those really nice studio monitor headphones by sony [ like these .yeh iduno.. im thinking headphones, but then again.. xm is a really nice deal, and they just got a punk ish station.. so hm.. thats quite an incentive... iduno.
right.. ill try to not be so worthles, reply to soem comments, and put up some photos or smoething sometime soon..
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Devious Journal Entry January 17, 2004 1 Comment No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

:iconakokskis:

uh well its that wonderful time of great consumerism yet again - the holidays..
anywho... hope everyone has a good and fun holiday time..
---
uh yeh so ive decided that im gona sell my photography as prints.. but for now its just gona be me printing it on my printer [ epson 875 ] on photo papre.. uh yeh i doubt anyone wants any, but if you do, note me, or email me, or something.. and tell me which one you want.. as for prices, uh quite negotiable.. like i dont really need much.. igues ill say $10, but hell if you really need to spend as little as possible, ill let you get off with paying just for shipping, plus like one dollar.. so that leaves me like less than a dollar profit.. right but ihink you get the point.. i can also do matting, so if you want that, let me know.. that will cost extra tho, as that shit for matting - the matt cutter, the matt board, and all that - its expensive as all fuck... but yeh basically if you want to buy something of mine, leme know...
--
so school has ended for this yr, and unfortunately i literally mean yr, not like school yr.. god i hate it.. its so fucking depressing.. same damn thing, over and over again.. and then my friends have like disregarded me almost completely.. which really sucks. i just feel so disconnected from them all.. and even myself.. god.... i hate life......  i just need to get away from it all.. just be released from all the crap that i have to deal wit, and get away from all of my 'friends' who are pretty much all asses.. god i hate asses..
.end.


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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconfading-angel: :iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78:  
:iconocean-of-doubt: :iconrwwingsfan19: :iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden:
:iconguster-child-19: :iconxburningmikex: :iconpyrophreak900: :iconsekhubis:
~theblondeho ~unsightly ~IvaN- ~okagmicci

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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
Devious Journal Entry January 6, 2004 No Comments No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

:iconakokskis:

well i havnt updated this shit in a long time so ill do it now. well.. i havnt had much time for da lately.. been so fucking busy with hating life, school, sports, and shit... not that anyone cares, but igues thats really not the point.. so im sorry if i dont get a chance to comment or reply / thank or w.e. im just so fucking busy
anywayss.. yeh so im just as depressed, if not more.... life just totally sucks.. im so lonely i could cry.... i hate being alone.. but no one wants anything to do with me, so i gues im just stuck.. owell...
and to end:: "swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows"
--
yo check out my brothers stuff.. he's got some supre trippy stuff in there... really really neat-o
:iconrwwingsfan19:

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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconfading-angel: :iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78:  
:iconocean-of-doubt: :iconrwwingsfan19: :iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden:
:iconguster-child-19: :iconxburningmikex: :iconpyrophreak900: :iconsekhubis:
~theblondeho ~unsightly ~IvaN-

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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
Devious Journal Entry December 6, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

Devious Journal Entry

:iconakokskis:

yeh so schools started.. and that jsut depresses me more.. owell.. not like anyone cares.. w.e... god i just feel so alone.. i hate being alone.. i havnt been out in at least 3 weeks.. labor day and wild wood really did a number on me... and now i just feel alone.. all alone.. no where to go.. and now im just rambling. time to simply shut up..
and btw, since school has started, i have like almost no time to get back to all you people on DA.. so if you're on my watch list, or you comment on something of mine, dont fret if i dont thank you or comment on your stuff in a day or so.. bc i really dont have like any time on most of my days..
so alone...

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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78: :iconocean-of-doubt:
:iconrwwingsfan19: :iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden: :iconguster-child-19:
:iconxburningmikex:
~fading-angel ~theblondeho ~unsightly

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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
3 Comments
Devious Journal Entry October 15, 2003 3 Comments No Favourites

...

:iconakokskis:

yup im back from summer vacation basiocally.. not that anyone cares.. but i gues thats not really the point.. and wow im depressed as fuck.. once again not that anyone cares.. but its not the point..
fuck it ill just continue to waste my shit life away by this computer.. mebe ill just.......................

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my stalkers.. erm um i mean watchers:
:iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn: :iconornjelibn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
:iconmissynical: :iconsapphiretiger: :iconbvb78: :iconocean-of-doubt: :iconrwwingsfan19:
:iconbravenewworld: :iconcreedholden:
~fading-angel ~theblondeho ~unsightly

------------------
'my' equipment::

:bulletblue: camera bodies
:bulletred: nikon n60
:bulletred: nikon d100*

:bulletblue: lenses
:bulletred: nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred: nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred: tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred: tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue: film
:bulletred: ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue: other random shit
:bulletred: olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
3 Comments
... September 12, 2003 3 Comments No Favourites

.....

:iconakokskis:

gah my life's such a fucking waste.. i just sit infront of this glowing monitor all fucking day long.. and i dont even do anything... i leave monday .. should be back in 2 weeks from then
--
:horns:are you stalking me? bc that would be super!
my stalkers::
:iconsapphiretiger: :iconpieparaphernalia: :iconornjelibn: :iconmissynical:
:iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
~fading-angel  ~theblondeho

------------------
'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
..... July 26, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

meh

:iconakokskis:

well.. it was my last year of ukrainian scouting camp.. im so depressed bc its basically all over now.. and it was the best ever.. i had so much fun.. i still wanna be back there.. i wish i was back there, with all my ukie friends.. the true good friends.. [unlike most of my american friends, who are asses..]... owell.. next yr isupose ill just go to 'vishkil', not that anyone reading this knows wat that is.. owell..
--
getting into punk rock now a days.. its fun.
--
:horns:are you stalking me? bc that would be super!
my stalkers::
:iconsapphiretiger: :iconpieparaphernalia: :iconornjelibn:
:iconsionainn: :iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
~fading-angel  ~theblondeho

------------------
'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
meh July 23, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

before i leave...

:iconakokskis:

wow ive goten a lot of photography done in the past few days.. of course, im not gonna get much done in the next 3 wks as i am going away to 2 different camps..
--
so yeh i should get some more stuff up before i go away tomoro..
--
yup...
--
:horns:
are you stalking me? bc that would be super!
my stalkers::
:iconsapphiretiger: :iconpieparaphernalia: :iconornjelibn: :iconsionainn:
:iconstickyshoes: :iconswitchkill:
~fading-angel  ~theblondeho
------------------
'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
before i leave... June 25, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

photographic expedition

:iconakokskis:

yup.. so my little photo thingy ness with alden went well.. got a few cool shots from it.. put them up.. might put up some more.. who knows..
--
yay i hit 1k hits today..!
--
check out my friend dans stuff [ ~djyman15 ].. he signed up a while ago, but has finally started to post some stuff..
--
um.............. thats all
--
:horns:

thx to my stalkers:
:iconornjelibn: :iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn:
:iconstickyshoes: :iconsapphiretiger: :icondjyman15:
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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
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photographic expedition June 23, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

yeh

:iconakokskis:

well now that ive got some time ill write this thingy ness.. i put up some of my nicer digitial shots.. i like em.. take a look, and let me kno wat you all think.....
--
on another note, getting close to 1k page hits. if someone could screen shot me on 1k hits, that would be great.. i would really appreciate it ;)
--
should be getting some more digital photos in later today.. as im going on a photo expedition with my friend alden, who actually just signed on on :devart: :: ~theblondeho
--
:horns:


thx to my stalkers:
:iconornjelibn: :iconpieparaphernalia: :iconsionainn:
:iconstickyshoes: :iconsapphiretiger:
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'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
yeh June 22, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

oooh.. digital goodness..

:iconakokskis:

heh well i got some really cool digital shots when i was in upstate ny backpacking with my dads new d100... ooh its so so nice.. i want it for myself.. heh.. well yeh so one of them, i used to make my dev.id.. yeh.. so sometime mebe ill get some more of them up.. yeh.. prob will, as im home for a little more than a week now.. amazing.. me.. home for over a week during summer.. what a thought.. wow.
--
:horns:




'my' equipment::

:bulletblue:camera bodies
:bulletred:nikon n60
:bulletred:nikon d100*

:bulletblue:lenses
:bulletred:nikor 28-80 f/[i forget]
:bulletred:nikor 28-200 f/3.5
:bulletred:tokina 19-35 f/3.5*
:bulletred:tokina 200-400 f/[i forget]*

:bulletblue:film
:bulletred:ektachrome 100 vs

:bulletblue:other random shit
:bulletred:olympus digital c-720

*these are actually my dads.. but thats not the point..
No Comments
oooh.. digital goodness.. June 18, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

yes

:iconakokskis:

yeh well i dont think im gonna be getting anythin up here anytime soon... as now ive got some time to do my web dev that ive been putting off since about february... and um.. iduon.. just lotsa shit.. not that anyone cares.. but thats not the point here.. yeh so just enjoy the shit ive got up already.. i can guarantee absolutely nothing... but possibly sometime ill get something thats nice.. or just not feel like dealing with php / myql, and ill scan some shit for this pg that no one looks at anyways..
--
and i think i might be getting a seizure from the icons in my sig... dont look at that too long.. its dangerous... really......
--
so adieu for summer probably.. after taht tho, ill almost suredly have some nice shit......
--
:horns:
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yes June 5, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

yes

:iconakokskis:

no
--
:horns:
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yes May 31, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

mer

:iconakokskis:

ok so im normally against this shit.. but since ive got nothing bettre to put up, here it goes......
--

I AM: ako

I WANT: caring and love

I HAVE: nothing at all... nothing

I WISH:i wasnt such a fuckup

I HATE: myself.

I MISS: having fun

I FEAR: lonelyness w.o julia

I HEAR: 'push it' - static-x

I SEARCH: love and understanding

I WONDER: why......

I REGRET: just about everything ive done

I LOVE: julia

I ACHE: all the time..

I ALWAYS: am depressed

I AM NOT: happy

I DANCE: never

I SING: rarely if ever

I CRY: never any more.. i cant

I AM NOT ALWAYS: an ass

I WRITE: to stop the ness.. and it doesnt work

I WIN: no..

I LOSE: everything i touch

I CONFUSE: myself and everyone

I NEED: someone who cares and loves me

I SHOULD: sleep.. altho i cant..

--
:horns:
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mer May 31, 2003 1 Comment No Favourites

finally...... [?]

:iconakokskis:

so i have finally started to get some of my sand series pics up.. well like 11 of them.. heh.. hope you all like them..... i certainly do, and the colours in them.. well i just love em... yup.. theres more to come.. so yeh.. mhm
--
:horns:
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finally...... [?] May 28, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

okei okei..

:iconakokskis:

okei so i havnt like forgotten about this site.. just lack of any real sleep at all, and well lazyness, bc im such a lazy bastard, have kept me from getting up any more stuff since like thurs igues..
--
so im working on scanning in a bunch of pics from the beach.. [ mostly sand and the sort.. ] that ithink are really cool.. and when i get them all scanned in, ill post them in one sittin here at my computer.. yup
--
:horns:
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okei okei.. May 27, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

yeh

:iconakokskis:

yes, its official.. im a ho.. why? beacuse.. why not.. dont ask foolish questions.. haha..
--
yeh didnt get anything up tonight.. why? im a lazy bastard.. and i wont get anything up tomoro, bc im going out, and when i get home ill be like dead.... so um.. wait till saturday or something.. yup..
--
:horns:
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yeh May 22, 2003 No Comments No Favourites

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